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April 17th, 2023 | 1:11pm
(Playing on spotify: “The Sense of me” - mudflow) Just got back from french 102, I slept through Human Communications class. Life’s felt...
Joel Howlyn
Mar 113 min read
April 17th, 2023 | 1:23am
I’m not okay, but I want to be. I wish I was high so existing was easier today. Nothing happened, just my mind torturing me. I was...
Joel Howlyn
Mar 111 min read
April 16th, 2023 | 3am
I wanna keep this brief because I really need to get to bed. Today I met with David, the guy I originally thought would be our bassist,...
Joel Howlyn
Mar 112 min read
12:57am, 04/09/23
I’ve been thinking about people from my past a lot lately. I don’t know why. Johnny and Jane, what if I handled it differently? What...
Joel Howlyn
Mar 114 min read
Undated Entry 8
I just watched a man give up 79 years of his life. Probably the rest of it. He’ll be in prison for the rest of his life. Before that, he...
Joel Howlyn
Mar 112 min read
Undated Entry 7
Rain. It’s raining again and everything just looks like doom and gloom. Nothing feels real anymore, for long stretches of time I feel...
Joel Howlyn
Mar 112 min read
Undated Entry 6 (Approx. Sept. 2022)
Day 2 of being back from the dead: build your arc, the flood’s here. Raining downpour from the sky and my eye. Jane is basically...
Joel Howlyn
Oct 18, 20234 min read
Undated Entry 5 (Approx. Sept. 2022)
This sucks. I left the hospital and I almost want to go back. Johnny and Jane are colder to toward me than ever, and Rich seems to have...
Joel Howlyn
Oct 18, 20233 min read
September (Undated Entry 4), 2022
My new roommate's a different kind of nasty. Never washes his hands, never flushes, and is a bit of a slob, leaving surprises just laying...
Joel Howlyn
Jul 12, 20234 min read
September (Undated Entry 3), 2022
There's shit in the bathroom. I just know it. I got the local prison guy w/ an ankle monitor as my roommate in my last room. He seemed...
Joel Howlyn
Apr 22, 20235 min read
September (Undated Entry 2), 2022
I don't know what to say... The school made a unanimous decision to wipe the semester from my record and issue a full refund....
Joel Howlyn
Apr 22, 20232 min read
Francis Forever, Mitski
(Verse) I don't know what to do without you, I don't know where to put my hands. I've been trying to lay my head down, But I'm writing...
Joel Howlyn
Apr 22, 20231 min read
September (Entry 1), 2022
DISCLAIMER: Some entries have been censored and edited out of respect for both my, and others personal lives as well as for clarity....
Joel Howlyn
Apr 22, 20233 min read
A Brief Introduction (re-upload from April 3rd, 2018)
Hello world, You might not have heard of me yet but I'm what many call a "writer". I put "writer" in quotations because well, writers...
Joel Howlyn
Jun 20, 20192 min read
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